I love you, and I'm leaving you anyway
(Book)

"Television writer Tracy McMillan managed to work her way into a killer Hollywood career -- privileged world of pool houses, premieres, and big-time producer deals -- despite being the daughter of a fur-coat-wearing, El Dorado-driving, smooth-talking pimp named Freddie. But success couldn't save her from the pattern of self-destructive choices -- stemming from her history with her father -- that would shape all of her romantic relationships.This is her comic, tragic, and ultimately victorious story, the riveting true tale of how having a father obsessed with women made her a woman obsessed with men."